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[14 Aug 2004|08:07pm] |
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Word FOOLS! new shit has come to light in the past month or so. first off i got a promotion at work!! YAY!!!! i will now be a customer service rep. and in 6 months ill be a manager trainee making CASH MONEY!! i had to cut my hair and take my piercings out which sucks but those motherfuckers aren't payin my debt off so ill have no prob taking them out. Missy and I just got home from buying $300 dollars worth of new clothes for me. shirts and ties and pants and shoes...i feel like im goin back to school or sumpin!
Second, me and Missy's 2nd car (tracer) is all fucked up. so we are toying with the idea of buying another car. this time a MAXIMA!!! awwwwww fuck yea BOOYEEEEEEEEE!!!! but, we still arent sure yet. we'd rather use the money to pay for our wedding. but we will need another car in the near future. good thing we both got promotions to be able to take care of debts and shit so we can think about doin this stuff. we still have to get our own place also. to be continued......
THIRD, thanks to joe and kathy for coming to visit our tex-ass ASSES!! i believe they had a really good time. lots of texas b-b-q and poker was had. TOMMY BRONX MOFOS!!! Heres a pic from their visit!
(left to right - ME!, Joe, Kathy, Justin (Missy's Bro), Krista (Justins fiance)
Missy took the picture so shes not in it. :( THANKS FOR COMIN JOE AND KATHY!!! Now its time for the rest of you motherfuckers tom bring that ass down here!!! HA! PEACE BITCHES!!
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[21 Jun 2004|02:47pm] |
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FUCK KILLEEN.
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| there will be no more of this bloodshed |
[10 Jun 2004|02:05pm] |
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sup fools.....thanks for all the happy b-day messages! :) i feel loved! monday was the shit, Missy bought us 2 tickets to the Texas Rangers vs. Pitt. Pirates game in Arlington for my b-day. It was fuckin awesome!! we stayed the night in arlington but had to wake up early as fuck so i can get to work by 1. we got a fucking flat tire on the way there so i had to put the donut on and drive to the nearest goodyear where i had 2 new tires put on! dammit. I love when Missy and I go on road trips, and this one was needed.
My mind has been goin apeshit for like a week or so now, and i hate it. i cant stop thinking about shit. i feel really happy sometimes but then it gets shot down by a bad thought. i can go from happy to sad to angry in 1 second. i also feel like i cant let it out. it just builds and builds. i wish i can free my mind.
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| viva life |
[04 Jun 2004|08:29pm] |
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I ROOTS FOR DA BUCKS DIS YEAR!!!
Just got back from Jersey today and much fun was had and needed. Too much info to type, and i dont feel like typing right now cuz im tired as fuck so ill give you the short version. Saw killswitch engage on tuesday at roseland = RIPPED MY FACE OFF YET AGAIN, almost lost my voice from screaming every word. Fishing trip on wednesday was cool only cuz i was hangin out with my bros and pop AND caught a SHARK - the not cool part was hurling all over the Atlantic Ocean for 3 hours. Thursday was chill, hung out with the whole crew for the last night, except Benisch was M.I.A. The flight comin was good cuz i got my own row and just slept the whole time. I got home to my love what I missed and here i am. AMEN! i love yous guys!! A chill will be had again soon. Peace jiggs.
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Numb and broken.
Here I stand alone.
Wondering what were the last words I said to you.
Hoping, praying
That I find a way to turn back time.
Can I turn back time?
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| set list for killswitch engage |
[18 May 2004|11:40pm] |
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as promised fockers.....
1. Numbered Days
2. Self Revolution
3. Rose of Sharyn
4. Fixation on the Darkness
5. A Bid Farwell
6. Life to Lifeless
7. Take This Oath
8. When Darkness Falls
9. Son of Man
10. Hope Is...
11. My Last Seranade
Just got home from the Killswitch Engage show in Austin. It fucking ripped my face off. I can't wait for the NY show. I got work at 7am. Time to spend time with my love, then get some sleep. Peace.
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| im not mr. lebowski...im the dude, man |
[08 May 2004|08:26pm] |
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I'm so happy that i have the job that i have. its so stress free for me which is what i need. my boss is cool as shit, my co-workers are nice as hell. work is good. its the kind of job that you just like going to and not mind staying late. days have been boring as fuck for me, so im glad that work is a nice place for me to be. did that rhyme? man im dumb. hehe its all good. Missy's at work, then out with her friend Daniel, so im just chillin here by myself watching some sports as usual. I just ordered a pizza. yummfuckinski.
I think im gonna make it up to jersey on either the 31st or the 1st. Hopefully, ill be able to get on the newark flight on the 31st or ill go to LaGuardia if someone would pick me up, or im just gonna have to try the next day out of austin. either way, ill be there. im kinda nervous to fly still, so thats not really sittin well with me. the more i fly, the more it scares me. i should be ok tho. im a lil bummed that im gonna miss the LC show cuz its the day before i get there. it woulda been a prime chill time with my boys. but, we'll get it all in at the Killswitch show.
My birthday is soon. im not happy about that. Im gonna be 25. yes, i said it. 25!!! I have yet to do anything with my life as far as a career. But its all good, cuz if i had gone to college, i woulda never met Missy. and obviously id rather have Missy over anything. so FUCK YOU COLLEGE!! HAHA. Where the fuck is my pizza!?!?!
HA!! that fucking ruled! As soon as i typed where the fuck is my pizza, the doorbell rang! Ok, i guess i found it more amusing than you. screw you then, bastard. HAHAHA sorry, im out.
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sup fools......man, have i been bored the last few days. it sucks. but s'all good. im planning a trip to jersey soon. not exactly sure when tho, i have to get off from work and shit. I understand that there will be a DCV show that'll be booked. I cant wait to play that shit, ive been rocking the tracks jarv sent me non-stop. Im gonna set my kit up here and practice in the next few days. I gotta get back in to drumming shape. haha yea. that should be mad fun. im kinda getting the feeling that DCV is somehow gonna replace dkd. its all good tho. i cant wait to see my boys too. oh yea, and my parents. hehe.
Im also planning to possibly see Killswitch on May 18th in Austin. I may be goin by myself. The tix are 20 fucking dollars. that sucks. but, its killswitch and i need to see em at least once in my life. plus it'll be good for me to get the fuck outta the house. i get a lil looney when im in here for too long. thats all. later BITCHES!
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[01 May 2004|06:28pm] |
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fuck.....bored
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| with the first pick....... |
[25 Apr 2004|09:22pm] |
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Same ol shit. This weekend was pretty boring. So ill just highlight the good moments. Not like you people give a shit, but fuck it. I give a shit, so lick my nuts. HAHAHAHA i love cussing. Profanity makes talking fun. Uh, typing fun. Uh, go FUCK YOURSELF! HAHA
Ok, like i was saying....Missy did the coolest thing for me this week. I had lost my killswitch CD a couple weeks ago, and i must say i was very upset by this. So im at work, and im getting a ride back to my office and i walk in. I go to the keybox to drop off a set of keys, and i open it up and theres a BRAND NEW copy of "alive or just breathing". I look at my co-worker and say, "what the fuck is this?" and she says to me, Missy dropped that off to you. <3 <3 <3 How cool is that?! I looove her soo much. How can a dumbfuck fuckface cocksucker like me get a beautiful, wonderful woman like Missy. I am truly blessed. I do not deserve her, and im lucky as fuck she still loves me. She also got me a new pair of adidas slippers cuz my other ones were all fucked up. <3
Next was the NFL Draft. I was camped in front of my TV saturday for 10 hours watching it. And, I must say, I am very pleased with my teams choices. Ill inform you of the good selections.
NY Giants - Eli Manning - QB (sweet, we got a fucking Manning)
NY Jets - Johnathon Vilma - LB (anyone know the last MLB that came out of the U of
Miami?? Uh RAY FUCKING LEWIS. Nuff said.
Houston Texans - Dunta Robinson - CB (hear nothing but good things)
This has nothing to do with the draft, but the Cowboys have Drew Henson now too which is really phat. That motherfucker better play better in big-D than he did with the fucking Yankees. Speaking of the Yankees, im quite upset how they keep losing to the Red Sox. FUCK THE RED SOX.
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It seems like im living the same week over and over again and time is just slipping away. BAH! I HATE REALITY. It seems like our money just doesnt seem to pile up. Its the only thing thats holding us back. Plans may have to change to make what we want happen. To be continued....
Today was boring, had the day off from work, watched TV, picked up a replacement turn signal bulb for momma Morgan, watched more TV. Nothing new. Im gonna have off on saturday so i can plop my big ass on the couch and watch the NFL Draft. YES. I am a draft nerd. FUCK YOU! Ill probably post the whole first round on my saturday night post for my own fucking amusment!
I still wanna play a DKD show really bad. I dont think im gonna roll out to Killswitch on May 18th, unless i can bulk up my funds. My fucking speeding ticket put a big dent in that one. I gotta go to the courthouse sometime this week or on monday to see if i can wiggle my way out of getting this thing on my record.
fuck you money.
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| fuck da police!! |
[15 Apr 2004|05:27pm] |
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Ya know, when am I ever gonna learn. Do I think that im untouchable?! Missy has been warning me over, and over and over and over again to slow the fuck down when im driving and ive always shrugged it off like the fucking idiot that i am. Well, i got a speeding ticket today. Goin 72 in 45. Now, I have to use the hard earned money Missy and I have been working to save to pay for this idiotic thing i just did. godddammit. Im pissed. This sucks. Im an idiot. Thats all i have to say.
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| fuck money |
[12 Apr 2004|08:43pm] |
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I just wish Missy and I can get our lives going already. The ONLY thing thats holding us back is money. It seems like we're working just to make our payments and thats it. Damn reality! Money sucks. I wanna join the fucking Air Force so bad and I know Missy does too so she can begin her career as a photographer. (yep, in the Air Force, doesnt that fucking rule!) I still dont know what i want to do yet tho. I have no direction in my life. The only thing i seem to know how to do is make horrible, bad life changing decisions, hurt and drag down the people I care most about with me. I need to get my ass kicked. seriously. I wanna join the Air Force so I can learn some discipline. So I can be a better person for my loved ones, and so I can have some sort of direction. Hopefully, we'll get on our road soon.
Work has been usual. Killeen is opening a new airport in August, so Ill be moving to that one then...if im around that long. It doesnt look like we'll be doing another Tesco test for a while, so that really fucking sucks. We were really looking forward to getting out of this house and town for a while. And the fucking money woulda helped us greatly too. BAH!!
AND WE DIDNT WIN THE LOTTERY!!!
....................FUCK.....MONEY!
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